The V Word

  Staring at the ceiling I count  To feel the time pass by Living an engrossed life Made me forget the presence of it The feel of looking at the night sky  And thinking of stars as my ancestors  Come to think of it, when did I grow so much? That I forgot these moments surround me everyday Making me feel more alive  But being too occupied in the shell of life attainment I overlooked what living a life truly is!

 Happy to be with you Could it be any better than this To have you by my side  Laughing and teasing each other With a little glitter of love and fight Trying to be careless in a world full of responsibilities  Where everyone’s trying to be snow in between the dust Being happy in the world of us  With sparkling fear of the reality  But coping up with everything with the clouds speed To be the true with each other With flavor of bitterness of the world Living in the moment  Just so remember the day in the future And swaying away the worries  Like the wind does on a swing

staying up in night i wonder what it felt to be a child again trying to gather memories  of what i did when i was a child thinking whether that mischievousness was enough  could have i laughed a little more to cry a little less today if i could have changed the past would there had been a leaf not turned? just to end up coming today  thinking of changing things all over again

 sitting by the sunset i watch the sun go down clouds crowning the sky just for the night the way my consciousness goes down thoughts crowning my mind  just for the night dawn giving rise to a new day clouds making entry for the sun just for the day making me awake to the reality focusing on the path that appears just for the day!

she sits in the darkness in a way it fits her so well a blooming flower now dried up but the soil still tries to make her bloom she was a cotton of black soil sown in sandy soil to be a cactus!

 i try to look for  you even when there is no crowd i try to find you even when you're in front of me  i try to hold your hand  even when we are hand in hand i try to feel you even when i know you're not gonna let go  am i dreaming or is this the reality?

 time flies by  but the feelings i have why don't they? every minute i overthink a thought hoping it might change what i feel but then my feelings  they heighten up  i cant accept what i feel because for the one i feel i don't wanna let him know how bad it hurts to see him leave.